Choke on this de Senses Fail

Half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash that infests my sheets
can't make a wife out of a whore, don't want your skin on me
and you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust
a de-tox in the cold sweat of shame
and i love your pain
I gave you these roses now but i left in the thorns
i'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
i'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
i'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf
So this love's been worn down, like songs on a tape
the sex has lost all of its fun, like gum loses taste
and you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust,
a de-tox in the cold sweat of shame
and i love your pain
I gave you these roses now but i left in the thorns
i'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
i'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
i'll lose you somewhere on the shelf
I'm here back in your bed babe
remember what you said to me
"you can be my james dean, i'll be your sweet queen"
i said that you were my first, but you weren't even close now
like a frame in a movie, you're just one of many
can you grant me one last wish
play russian roulette as we kiss
i'll be your cheap novelty
blow your brains out on me
I gave you these roses now but i left in the thorns
i'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
i'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
i'll lose you somewhere on the shelf