A passage to desire de The Gathering

I feel like i am hurt
can't you see
i try to express
but i act like you're a stranger to me
i want to share, but don't know how
my eyes can't speak
and my mouth won't write it down
And there's so much confusion
as i want to clear it up
cause when i start, suddenly,
the end has begun
maybe if i touch, you will feel
what i mean but you're acting strange
Cause my eyes look differently
caught by death, i do not hope
that my release is decided long ago
I try to get out
to jump at once in a place
where it's all right or wrong
and i won't be afraid
i open myself for you
and all those others
who cared when times were rough for me